I am in a complaining mode so here comes one of the whiniest (if not the) blogs ever....

Remember back in the good old days when I would update and I would get like 10 comments? I mean sure they were all from Michelle and Kelsea (two individuals who have stopped commenting) but it made me feel all special like. Or maybe I am over reacting since I am still getting comments on my blog and all.

Ok so today was just about the worst day ever. No not one of those worst days cuz everything that could possibly go wrong did. This was the nothing could go wrong because absolutely nothing whatsoever happened. This is because I am sick and unhappy and the fact that I am able to even write this is a phenomenal improvement. Yes today I watch tv... and then I watched more tv. And no this was not good tv. This was icky saturday when nothing good is on tv. Painful...

What made this experience even more painful is that I have a 15 page single spaced report due next week that I couldn't even start. And no this is not the usual Julia being a slacker and putting off all of her work syndrome. I actually tried to do work. Unfortunately it ended there: TRIED. Yes because I am sick my ability to concentrate without my head hurting has been limited which is why me writing this blog is so phenomenal.

Not that me putting off this assignment is such a big deal anyway since I have convinced myself that I already bombed the last test due to being sick so therefore I won't get the grade I need to get into the major. So therefore by my perfect logic deducing ability I shall never get into the journalism major anyway.

And of course me getting into the major is just the beginning of the end. Since I dropped the beautiful biochem major that I strongly disliked (my mother told me that hate is a strong word) for something I actually love I am now left with a french major. What can you do with a french major may I ask? What? Anybody? Anybody? Bueller? Bueller?

Well besides the beginning of the end of my career, life in itself is quite dull. I have no job... I barely have a social life (though in all honesty my social life now is far better than it was during say high school but I have blocked out those years for sanity purposes. I don't think its working)... Pedro Martinez beat the mariners again which is just disgusting... Cirillo injured himself again which leaves me without a batting average to put up again... Alden is listening to his music really loudly and lets be frank - I don't like his music... Lisa rudely left to see her family for the weekend - like seeing her grandmother is more important than me... Bethany still has no life cuz the evil homework world has kidnapped her... And I am EXTREMELY BORED...

hmmmmmmmm that may be the end of my current list of complaints.

I would like to take this space to issue an apology:

To Whom It May Concern:

This blog presented on August 16th, 2003 should not be taken too seriously. The author of this here blog happens to be in what could only be referred to as a very bad mood. It seems her mind was rotted away during her excessive television watching and what is left of it is not handling the loss too well. This should not be a great concern. Research shows that with a good night of sleep and an extensive improvement to her current health situation her rotted mind should come back to form over time. However with this said, all people who come into contact with her should be warned. She has an unusually large amount of energy for a person without decent health and is willing to use that extra unused energy for sarcastic comments that may be construed as rude or time intensive complaining sessions. Please proceed with caution.

-Julia Faye


You know all of this complaining has enlightened me. I have realized that I perhaps need to get better and stop whining cuz its not like its doing me any good besides venting.

I have also realized that some crackers, 4 poptarts and a bowl of ramen noodles do not make up a balanced day's worth of food.

And I bid thee Adieu

except that Adieu is a more permanant goodbye and that is not what I mean.

Of course after people read this blog it may be a permanant goodbye...