Ok so I am writing this on my fabulous new computer. Its a beauty I should say... Too bad it took us a day to realize that it wasn't turning on because the outlet was broken... But hey lets try to look at the bright side shall we?

I think I am going to take a moment to be serious. I know... The concept of me being serious is a scary one - this certainly is true. However every now and then, even I have to be serious, and unfortunately these situations have been coming up frequently this past month. I can't even tell you why they have been so frequent, but I guess every now and then life catches up with you... Even if nothing to major is going on.

You know its funny. I have been so stressed out about so many things, that I have had myself wondering if I could really handle it. Would the next day really show up? Or would the problem of the moment keep extending forever? However in the last few days I realized something. Maybe the problem of the moment isn't over yet, but I know that it will be at some point. My life is constantly changing. I am not the same person I was just a year ago. Maybe my values and opinions haven't changed, but my attitude and situation certainly have. I can't spend my life laughing off the heavy stuff and I can't spend it letting the heavy stuff control me.

Life keeps going on. It doesn't end with the latest drama. It is constantly evolving, shaping itself into something new. Maybe this new thing isn't better, but I know one thing for certain - the old thing can't last. We can't let ourselves think the end of the world is coming with every bump on the road... Because the road keeps going and if we lose hope we will only make it worse.

As usual I am being far too philosophical for someone of my intelligence. I mean seriously... This is all coming from a girl who is obsessed with making fun of Cirillo and the Detroit Tigers (118 losses! wohoo!!! Worst in AL ever!!! Yeah that's right), but hey every now and then my obsessive mockery is proven wrong. Take the Seahawks for example. They started 3-0. Who wouldn't have thought?

So what to discuss next.... Well I could lie to you all more but I don't want to diminish my previous moment of seriousness (These things are rare - take them when they come. It helps give the appearance that I do actually have some sort of brain...... Even if it isn't working properly..... Yeah, I know....)

So I hope you all are doing fabulously and if you aren't - don't stress cuz life keeps on going and things aren't going to stay they way they are right now forever. Cuz if it did it would get really boring....

ok then - ta ta!

(Cirillo is still .205)